Wednesday, June 27, 2007

A half of my life

When love was broken. I became a soulless human.
A half of my life was lost.
It was given to him and he took it away.
It made me disappionted.
I'd never take care myself, just looked backward to the past.
Dream it will return.
I've just know the true love isn't not far from me,
just only I love myself.
A half of my my life that I lost,
it shouldn't berealised.
It remains a half that I need to use.
Ask for loving myself.
The life is worth more than I thought.
Look at my arms, my hands and my shadow in the mirror, who am I?
Do my best for the remained life.
My heart will be full soon.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Words


Even how we far away, one thing hold our relation tight….

Is your care of me. That words which you gave to me….

To let me know and to ensure that nothing profound to a value

Through the words and through my eyes that always show me to know

You and Me will go together whatever sad or happy, I always be with you

Even how much longer, this friend of my will never be apart and never gone.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Seasons change




Be patient when it's raining.
At least it makes us see the difference.
When the rain goes away, the sky will be clear and we will understand how it worth waiting.
When compare to a human life,
when we are so happy that cannot be controlled,
If that is a season,it must be a bright and colourful season.
If someday,heart is full of pain just like it was hit by a storm.
Tell yourself, the pain will go away just like we have to see every season.
Be patient when it's raining.
At least it makes us see the difference.
When the rain goes away, the sky will be clear and we will understand how it worth waiting.
whenever you get hurt, your heart was stroke by unbarable disappointment.
It's normal to be shaken by the changement of things.
As long as the sky remains, don't be afraid.
Don't keep in your mind that this's the last day.
Tears will be one day, fade away
If we don't know what the pain is, we won't know what is the happiness

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

The sun still be seen


My heart stil only think of you

When close my eyes, I always find you everyday,

The warm touch that we are used to have together

And the remember that I have not forgotten.

Keep it from the day we have aparted,

When I don't know if it is possible

That I will love you and keep you with me forever.

I don't need to stay here for see you are away.

But Today, I can't hold back you anymore.

When You and I have to walk away from together.

If I don't have you, how will I still alive?

Don't need me to love so I have to forget but I force my mind everytime.

And Tomorrow, I don't know how it will go on.

I only know there is the sun I can still see from a distance.

Everything is still change but I will have you in my mind like the sun

Everything I rightly realize it.

When I don't know if it is possible

That I will love you and keep you with me forever.

I don't need to stay here for see you are away.

You are only one in my heart and it is only one reason that make me go on.

Everything is still change but I will have you in my mind like the sun

Love makes us blind


I know it's wrong that I still disturb you.. I'm so sorry

I still love and be well-intentioned though I hav eno right to do this.

Bcoz you've already had your boyfriend - the most important one.

It's wrong that I still loving you with all my heart.

Though I know it's impossible, I still love you like a man without consciousness.

As someone told, it's like that love makes us blind.

So I can't see the reality that who I am and I still wonder that

why do I stii loving you?

I know I should stop my heart but if I can do it easily,

I won't be confusing. Let it over.

Why do I still loving you with all my heart.........

It's a circle


It's a circle that is not full.
It's a circle that is disconnected.
A quarter of it was disappear.
Bring myself to sleep on the way and lose the way.
To find the losing fragment.To fulfill it as before.
Since you gone it’s like my heart that just have desolate day and night
To find my love.
Just for fulfill my heart.
It's lonely and I don't alone for long time.
I'm so tired.
I don't know how I spend my remaining of life.
It's an old slow down circle.
It's laugh merrily circle that become exhausted.
And I can't stand anymore.
My heart still loves you.
Think of the missing quarter.
I may sigh and fall down.
Someday I may know I will fall down by myself.

Destiny


I look across the distant sky, staring with curiosity
wondering about who was it that led you to me
There are millions of people, it doesn't make any sense that we met
From a person that believes in nothing, I finally question myself
So, is it really destiny that let us be?
So, we are destined for each other, then could I ask for something?
Please don't ever let us part, let us love one another till death do us part
Can I ask for this?
Back then, I thought my breath was for myself
But when I met you, I just realized that my breath is for you
There are millions of people, it doesn't make any sense that we met
From a person that believes in nothing, finally I have to question myself again
There are still millions of people, there's no reason that I'm the one
From a person that believes in nothing, finally I have to question myself again

I need some body love

Open my eyes in the morning,
I encountered just the same storynobody completing my life with a new storygoing to out to different places,
I met so many peopleWherever I turned I saw people loving each other,
But why I'm having noone And why I'm still living with this loneliness Never been working, never been loving,
I don't have support from anywhereI want someone beside me, to look in the eyes to make my heart beats fastKeep someone to think of, someone to think of Love
I need somebody love I'm asking for someone to love So that my heart would work, have someone to love withhave a good night and day with Love
I need somebody love I'm asking for someone to love So that my heart could love somebody, have somebody who caresWho is the one with true loveThe one who mistakenly called my number this morningThe one who dined beside me last nightThe one who smiles for me on the way homeis it her? is it her?Then why don't I have someoneAnd why I'm still living with this loneliness Never been working, never been loving, I don't have support from anywhereI will take good care, if I've found the oneI will always worry forNever leave her

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Poem in love and Daily Diary

Have you ever wanted to say something at times?
Have you ever said something not in accordance with your heart at times?
Tried as you might have, but no matter how well prepared you are,
It would be just like me facing the truth of lifeWith my inner self trying to speak out everything As what I have already decided
*But it is just like before, no matter how frank I'mWhenever I want to say it, my voice just disappears
**Please read my lips, they say (I love you)
I want to repeat it, they say (I love you)
It'll be like this with you, however long it may takeFear not that
I'll be in love with someone else
Worry not that I may change my mind For I'll be like this (loving you) forever and everI'm well aware that at times this looks rather annoying
However I'll try to speak out everythingEverything from within my heartBut it is just like before, no matter how frank I'mWhenever I want to say it, my voice just disappears
I'll be repeating all these words :"I love you, not anyone else"